JC is really different. its like you can't even trust your closer friends (AND FACEBOOK) anymore. just rant abit abt this unpleasant and frustrating incident A and person A and see what happens. person A will sms you the very next day requesting for heart to heart talk. yea right =.= i know that you are trying to access the whole situation and also trying to improve yourself but cant you see that when i'm pissed, I JUST DUN WANNA TALK TO YOU? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I JUST WANNA CALM DOWN AND GET THIS THING OVER WITH, WITHOUT ANY CONFRONTATIONS? coz confrontation is the last thing anybody needs now. plus i'm sure i wun really have any say in whatever you've decided already. So... what the fuck is the bloody point of having this time-consuming, awkward, unpleasant talk? since i always have the more minimal say, what is the point in asking me to speak up now, when all history proves that no one listens when i'm making a point? like anything will change? And don't you see that when i dun tell you straight out that i'm pissed at you, i'm trying to restrain myself and not strain the current situation and any bonds (cca, friendship, blah blah) we have?
Bloody hell. now all that i have buried in yesterday's matters are now forcefully and violently dug out. and i'm more pissed! at you! When i'm only pissed with the situation yesterday!
*practicing my Poker Face, the ultimate disguise*
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
, 5:55 PM
After looking at anime guys for god knows how long, now searching for shuai ge. eye candyyyyyy!! and for various reasons such as to fade off a bit of feeling, to give my energy to face tutorials and JC2!!! Lee HongKi. Cho KyuHyun. YeSung. Lee JoonKi. Ian 方伟杰. Jiro Wang. Aaron Yan. Danson Tang. Nicholas Tse........ ice-cream for the eyes =))
Saturday, January 14, 2012
, 1:58 PM
Finished reading You Are The Apple Of My Eye by Giddens =) DAMN NICE CAN~
And amidst all the things going on in my life now, I'm rather surprised that I keep keeeeeep keeeeeeeeep on thinking abt that idiot who isn't seen in my life anymore. At least not for a few months le. Like, what the hell la. It seems like I haven't advanced at all from where I left off in J1 June Holidays. Or Sec 4 graduation. or since the start of everything in sec 3. I, have been and have always been walking on that same spot, and searching for you, idiot you, your silhouette, your shadow, every little thing that is yours, belonged to you or reminds me of you while you advance forward to your new life, perfectly (or even better) without me. Not left behind, not forgotten, but simply just.... different paths. I'm still searching for mine, though.
Seriously, I'm surprised myself, really. And how did I prove this? Even a single glimpse of your school's PE t-shirt caught out of the corner of my eye can:
1) send my heart racing
2) drop a nuclear bomb in my head and bombard every single strand of thought I have
3) stop my breathing and heart for a moment. Until I realise it wasn't you.
So much for heart attacks, eh? Exactly the same, if not, an even bigger effect (if possible) on me as compared to... ever since it happened.
It used to be, time over time, again and again, I keep searching for that unique aura, walking stance, sitting stance, standing posture, voice, smile, specs, way of carrying yourself with the school uniform, hand gesture, bag, shoe... everything of yours. Now, add on your new school uniform and pe attire to that list. Seriously, I swear I'm not stalking you (in the sense I didn't stalk your fb, msn, sms, school life, everything.) but I feel like I am (coz i keep searching? and 失神 looking at a person who, in whichever possible way, resemble you even a little). @#$% Even I despise myself. Therefore, no matter how light a joke is, even if its April's Fool, I will not tell you. Even if you already know it (only the matter, not the depth of it), and even if i know that you already know it (and at a time earlier than i realised it myself!), I will still not say anything. Coz I do not want to disrupt your peaceful life, your vibrant life, with your future shining brightly infront of you, without me, your ex-table mate, ex- chatterbox, ex-classmate, ex-schoolmate.
*I like you. But thats none of your business. In this awkward phase of life, feeling and age, let me liking you stay as my own secret.*
狮子座-逞强型
对感情最为痴情最为依赖的星座 第三名：狮子座
HAIZ
Monday, December 12, 2011
, 11:42 PM
16 Nov.
haha so long nvr post le. Guess its kind of good? since the blog craze died down, can rant on blog le =) haiz. got fb also not much use la seriously. wanna rant also cannot, since fb is the craze now and pretty much everyone can see your post. so even if you bu shuang someone den you go post on fb, that person will get it, other people will know and it just complicates things. sian ji bua.
anw now that J1 is ending.... time to charge up and prepare for year 2. HAIZ
overall, this year:
spent alot of $$
got alot of new responsibilities
learnt a lot a lot of new things
got stressed alot
got nagged at a lot a lot
requently got pissed off or frustrated or poker face. But since ppl are supposed to be mature, you have to hold it in and pretend everything is ok. I. Hate. This. Way. But oh well. one more year and i'll eff off liao so no biggie. just poker face till then lor.
learnt to study (study didn't appear in my life until sec 3 for 2 month and in sec 4 for 1 month)
.....
and alot of other things la. got to know and get in contact with a lot of different kind of people. half of them whom I don't really wanna bother with. yala i suck in social skills la. so? thats just me.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
, 12:17 AM
now, now. Don't you just LOVE it when you've been waiting all your sucky life to just get this ONE call, and this call rang!!! when you're in the middle of MusicFest! and you can't answer it =.= FML seriously. and it ended bad with me feeling damn damn guilty.
and yea, it was sarcasm in case ppl just don't get it.
I don't know how I managed to make a huge mess of everything, but yea. i guess i kind of managed to.
Friday, April 22, 2011
, 11:02 AM
Although studying wasn't very successful (ok la. got a bit waste his time, with all the walking around in Bishan, me asking questions for... 2 hours! *faint*) but very happy =D dunno why jiu very happy =) got next meeting leh!!!! xDDDDDD (I will go do research on good places de.) And once again, my stupidity was proven by how easily I'm bluffed =.= why doesn't my alarm alert work against him arh??? should i be frustrated?? >< Acquired new facts!!! xD ok fine, I realised that I'm not making any sense to anyone other than myself with this post... But who cares, I'm the only reading it xP Currently stuck on Tell Me by WG/ SNSD. Dunno why, a sudden discovery of songs.... no matter. Tell me tell me te te te te te tell me na rul sarang han da go nal gi da ryo wat da go Tell me tell me te te te te te tell me ne ga pil yo ha da mal le mal le jo yo Tell me tell me te te te te te tell me ja gu man dut go shi po ge sok ne ge mal he jo Tell me tell me te te te te te tell me guni ani ra go mal le mal le jo yo ~ ok I have to stop high-ing and get started on my sadistic PI T.T Looking forward to Fri!!!!! xDDD
Monday, April 18, 2011
, 12:39 AM
Wah. The blog is like, deadddd....... Anw, today just happened to be a self-given slacking day... I mean, slacking hours.... Later have to chiong PI (horrible) tutorials (terrible) dinner (vegetable).... yea. the list goes on. No matter. Today, while going to school, I saw... JING RONG on bus 82 to hougang!!! Omg like, so shocked! happy! smiley smiley =DD I really think that meeting your sec school friends now make you feel better by, like, A WHOLE LOT!! Not that JC friends not good la. But the feel and familarity is just so very different. I miss the good old times... Wah, i sound so old =.= the good old times were not more than 2 or 4 years ago.... Actually I think the best time was 16 years ago la =D just that tt time dun have many friends and hanging out.... I MISS JUBEAT! >< I MISS ANIME!! I MISS EVERYTHING AND EVERY SINGLE PERSON I MISSED!!!! but no point la. won't come back liao. can only move on and occasionally meet up.... Anw, plans for these few days: Wed (later)- dinner, PI, tutorial, sleep. Thu (up to 4.25pm)- chiong tutorials. chiong homework..PI...Reports... Thu (after 4.25pm)- RELAX, focus on the awesome tkd things... throw away all school tutorials etc. Prepare things. SLEEP DAMN DAMN DAMN EARLY =DDDDDDD Fri- wake up damn damn damn damn early (4+ or 5am) reach school on time (6.30am) Focus and relax and perform damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn well for competition! Or at least as well as I can do =] && celebration afterwards for everybody's success! First place! Gold! FULL DAY!!!! (hm...) &&try to sleep and rest early Sat- Whole day at Paint the Houses. volunteering for a great cause! Sun- SUPER CHIONG school things. ALL SCHOOL THINGS. Mon- haiz another week lor. =.= & I wonder when the phy-and-maths-and-bluff-ppl-Pro will have time to teach me the un-understandable chapters >< Pros are all so very busy.... & I wonder when will ceh meh, pondan, SL chin bee, jas, zhu-di, po popo etc... have time to meet up (separately or smaller group also can =D) we can go slack, chat, play, mug....... whatever we can do, if we can meet up. No matter. keep hoping and looking forward! K now is 10.42pm. I go do some stuffs, den i will start on my planned schedule (from dinner onwards) JIA YOU! BEST OF LUCK! FOCUS! ~friday friday~VJC TKD CAN DO IT! WOOSHH!!! ~full day full day~ if not, ~half day half day~
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
, 10:25 PM
Went back to NCHS two days ago. The in-hall period was damn sian.... stupid prize presentation... No Money One!!!!! >=( but outside of that was fun/happy? lols. Class dinner was held at Pizza Hut.... Too bad quite a lot of ppl cant make it..... I only spammed pics with Farren's camera so I dun have any pics with me... well, maybe I have 2 pics. but I'll upload them some other time. maybe on fb, maybe here, maybe never =P && I hate myself for being affected =(
Sunday, March 27, 2011
, 11:53 AM
After meeting up with Jia Lin and seeing Jun Papi & Jason this tue, the feelings got stronger than before. And stupid him doesn't know. Coz I never tell. Well, I wouldn't wanna get him all guilty and upset and awkward would i? Haiz. 1 year plus plus going to 2 years and counting. How many days have it been since then?
Drop everything nowMeet me in the pouring rainKiss me on the sidewalkTake away the painCoz I see Sparks FlyWhenever you Smile& Taylor Swift continues to haunt me =]
haiz. it used to be the last two sentence. now, sorry hor. dun even see the lighter or the fuel or even anything flammable, where got sparks la....... haiz.
& I know that there will not be a second lighter with fuel anf flammable items. At least not in the recent days/months/years.
Who knows that I had already sunk so deep before I even realise it myself?
Thursday, February 24, 2011
, 10:51 PM
Went back to NC for youth mentor thing. I think I forgot to sign up for it =(
Anw. I was quite looking forward to it all week, coz it means that I can finally meet with my friends after like, one month? But then.... I think that I have sort of lost the connection with them. Its just a feeling. I dunno if I'm overthinking or what.... But it feels like, everyone is still good friends with one another, and I'm just distant from all of that.... The feeling that they give off is all... Different now. Not like the time when we were very close. But maybe its just me.
Before I saw them, I was all happy and excited... But after taking a look around the room... Something doesn't feel right, as mentioned above. And I felt down for the whole day coz of that. Its like. I don't belong in NC anymore. They all have their own new lives, new social circle, new schedule, and the feel is just... Missing. The school doesn't welcome me (big deal). I don't really belong in VJ, although I quite like it there. Somehow I feel like I'm being left behind. But by who, though?
God damn la. When did I become so sentimental and emotional? Grrr.....
I'd better stop being like this. Dampening everyone's mood..... Haiz. Time to restrain and hold back.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
, 11:24 PM
very busy and tired.... i'll just summarise vj in one sentence. I think I'll like VJC alot =)
Saturday, February 05, 2011
, 6:10 AM
Yay, I got into Victoria Junior College....
I once hoped that this day would never come, the day when I will be officially separated into different schools and region on the Earth from my friends. But of course, you can hope but you cannot stop it from happening. So, here I am, 26 Jan 2011, a happy(?) alumni of NCHS (with its fucking new idiotic principal- to hell with you man... er. i mean go to hell alone!) who is now posted to VJ. Should I be happy? Its a new start I guess. But I don't have time to learn everything from the start..... Sigh.
Been sick the past few days... Shall not talk about that.
Well, I've been considerably busy over this holiday. work, TV, outing, gathering, work, sleep, computer, work, play, read, work........ Earning a lot of money and spending quite a sum of it. But oh well, I earned much more than i spent.
The outings and gatherings I went to (and am able to go to...) were quite fun. A different feeling each time. 4A outings..... 2A chalet.... some small and fun meet ups here and there...... Thats some memorable events I guess. Its the first time that I think I will miss my friends. Of course, I won't be missing the people I don't like. (who wants to miss those bitches and blabbermouths and idiots anyway? Not that there are many of them.....)
Its complicated. As our very responsible de chairman (ceh meh) JL said, its hard to keep in contact with us going different schools (or different type of school) and a lot of us having different interests. Thats true. Different schedules, different problems, different courses, different location... Hard to stay as close as we are now. Hopefully, we won't drift too far apart.
To bre truthful, it is always hard for me to be in a new environment. I can always hide it, but I can't deny it. Being the violent and antisocial emo kia.... (although JL says that I've changed a lot...) The social side aside, there is also CCAs and Classes to worry about. Which CCA should I take, JC is a short but long journey, and although i am super damn interested in Air Rifle, I haven't any experience on that and..... well theres also the CCA duration and time and intensity of training to think about. (stupid =P nchs.... why never offer air rifle la!) and then, there is the choices of courses. I guess K&I is above my level. I can only manage sarcasm, not critical thinking... so GP it will be. and then, MT is out of my list as I took HCL (with horrible results way below my expectation. but oh well, its over le). then next will be.... PW, Econs, Chem, Maths... The usual. But the question is, Physics or Biology? I took up triple science in Sec 3 (or opted for in Sec 2) partly because I knew that I will have to study harder to score for Humanities (which I SO do not want to do) and that I do not want to make a choice between phy and bio. Well, the time have arrived. Phy or Bio?? RAWR >< Headache. Well, plan for today is: (if my coughing gets better, which is highly impossible, work whole day) go out (maybe get Ezekiel his haagen dazs?). Jubeat! Return Library book. Buy hair dye and dye my hair back!! maybe buy Koi or Each a cup? maybe catch a movie? maybe get a new school bag? and den go home early to sleep early to wake up damn early tomorrow. REPORT TO VJ AT 7.30am!!! WHEN I NORMALLY SLEEP AT 6!!!! siao man. cannot cannot. better kick my nocturnal habits.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
, 8:28 AM
Seriously, why fall ill now of all times? Now I've missed out on the class zoo trip... Maybe the only one class zoo trip that is ever going to be held... Great. What next? This is getting me real pissed off.
Monday, January 24, 2011
, 5:30 PM
Haiz. I was still fine yesterday. Who knows that I would have a fever this morning, without any signs.... LRT-ed and MRT-ed from kangkar to sengkang to serangoon to bishan to newton.... continued with telemarketing. and den, the fever got worse. had to leave early. den dragged my body all the way back home, feeling dizzy and nauseous and like i could faint anytime. Suay arh~ and because of this stupid 39.0 degree celsius fever, i couldn't eat lunch with chin bee in school (my tom yum!!! ><) and i couldn't send off the indonesia crews at changi airport. Stupid fever, you'd better be gone quick! >=(
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
, 5:20 PM
Got back O results. happy, sad, its all set. where to go now, thats the problem.
If i go VJ, i may not be able to see my friends..... i may not be able to pester him abt maths.... i may not be able to pester her abt my troubles... i may not be able to pester her abt whether kuromi or my melody or Ducky is cuter (kuromi of course!)... i may not be able to pester her for section outing.... i may not be able to pester him abt mahjong session and poket money... i may not be able to pester her abt nak hon kitchen... i may not be able to pester her abt going out tgt...
TJ, NYJ, NJ, AJ, MJ all the same..... HAIZ. sianzzz...
For the first time in my life, I am already missing you (, you and you! ><) even before I get the confirmed news tt we are to be separated..... Well. I only started to miss my pri sch friends a very very very little bit after i started schooling in NCHS for like, a few months. =.=
I am so very troubled. Like's complicated. My life seems upside down, inside out and in a gigantic mess whenever i think of life without you guys. Haiz. I didn't know tt some friends could be so impt and so deep-rooted in my life. some kind of antisocial Devil i am supposed to be. or maybe its precisely because of my being antisocial tt my closer friends are even more impt.
SIAN LA
Friday, January 14, 2011
, 2:40 AM
338th. a new start? new worries.
Ah, its late... but year 2010 is over, and before i knew it, its already the 9th day into year 2011. && Tmr is the release of 'O' level result! Come to think of it, i really screwed up a lot of papers. i hope the results i will be getting will not be too bad ><
Nah, i'll leave that until tmr 2pm =) I'll just enjoy my carefree time now!!
Sunday, January 09, 2011
, 8:33 PM
This, is an adults' world.
No one will realise that you are reporting for work even though you are sick as hell and can faint anytime. You will have to put up a strong front and do your best in work, even though no one appreciates you.
Today, I got scolded by a fucking idiotic old virgin "customer" today. "Bloody shit. You don't know how to serve people." Thank you very much. I can touch my heart and say that I served you with all my might, and that with your attitude and the way you ask about the drinks, you won't be able to receive an even more polite reply and service than mine. That nerve of that bitch.
But its ok. I guess she has a screw loose somewhere in her head. or maybe its more than a screw.
But what matters the most is..... No one really seems to care. All they do after witnessing that scene is ask what happens, say some nonsense or do something of little use or they do nothing at all. Managers also like that, even my own brother also like that. And then I realised. In this world, in this society, don't expect anyone to sympathise with you. Don't think that just because you are younger, people will treat you nicely like a sister. Don't expect anyone to "entertain" your hurt feelings or your sick body or your tired mind because they are too hung up with all their work and their own life to care about you.
Yes, through a though small yet extremely unpleasant encounter today, I learnt all of these.
No, to put it in more exact words. It reinforced this logic of the world and society in me today.
I guess that I should really have ought to grow up and become more mature.
And so, I shall change. I will become even stronger, more matured, more independent and more cold-hearted. I guess that this will be the only way to prevent this kind of situation from happening again. No, not preventing ugly faggot bitches from appearing infront of me. But to not be affected by them, and to believe in my professionalism instead of being concerned about how they judge me. After all, I receive zillion times more compliments from customers than this kind of petty and idiotic remarks.
And no, in case you haven't realised, I'm not whining. I am trying to grow up, with Sebastian Michaelis as my role model. And I would like to believe that I would reach at least half of his standard one day.
I will not be affected by anyone anymore.
Friday, December 24, 2010
, 5:07 PM
Changkay Changi Epiphany IV is over! quite a success! fun =)
& i thought i would be more free after that. life proved me otherwise. haiz.
Nowadays, working almost every weekday morning/afternoon as telemarketer. after that, almost every day at café. damn busy. to earn money! omg. when did i become a workaholic for money? wake up at 7, 9-12 work at newton. lunch. 3-11++ at café. reach home at 12. sleep around 2-4. den the whole cycle repeats. tiring man! I can't say i love busy schedules and i can't say that i hate them either. but i should at least arrange for more time to rest. hmm...
TIRED! WHOLE BODY ACHING!
& my dear brain (which needs to get busy in order to... .... ...) and my dear bank account (whose content is decreasing, decreasing, increasing, increasing)... THIS IS ALL FOR YOU TWO!!! RAWR!
I think i need a rest. my hands too. they're really dry and cracking and bleeding =(
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
, 12:40 AM
335th, H-A-I-Z! but den,... =)
Got another job thanks to ChinBee and Farren (indirectly). Working as telemarketer during morning and McCafé (if have) in the afternoon. Might also be working another job (thanks to ChinBee's recommendation again!). now, no need to fret about money! =) just have to focus on doing job well, having enough clothes to wear (ah. have to go buy clothes again), getting enough sleep. Might also be playing MMORPG mfo =)
have to wake up tmr at 7... hope will make it la =)
&& I swear my self-control is slipping away mans. Hope it wun be another sad event. but even if it is, it will just be yet another sad event. I will overcome it. or at least i will try to.
JIA YOU!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
, 1:53 AM
Yea I'm breaking the magic. haiz.
Tired man... anw i just found out tt the buffet tt ching yee and jaslyn went to the day i went out with jodi is not the japanese sweets but is swensen's ice-cream buffet. So i guess i didn't really miss out on anything. I'm no fan of swensen's. their ice-cream not very nice to me la. and i prefer white tangerine's food =)
things to do:
1) attend dance lessons, buy the shoes.
2) work, work. find job with better pay. arrange schedule. give priority to better pay de job.
3) Changkat Changi sec de concert! MUST PREPARE AND PRACTICE SERIOUSLY! 17th!
4) buy manga, wait for sales^^
5) arrange movie marathon and mahjong session
6) go for 2A chalet
7) wait for section outing (aiya i think forget abt it la)
8) WATCH ANIME
9) watch drama??
10) find time to rest.
rawr. so many things to do. and its still not enough to keep my mind off things, although it feels as if my feet will be leaving the ground anytime soon..... My resistant mind.... haiz. But i'll try. =]
tired. dunno if my body can keep up with my mind or not.
today work café. tmr got dance lesson. den must rush off to AMK for attachment. tues must go band practice. wed got work. thurs band practice. fri concert. sat go out play. sun work. what a fulfilling week man. i think i'll be dead by wed. I'll try to make things work for the band concert. after all, guest players can't be the one spoiling the concert. haiz. TIRED!
i must find a job with better pay. (rants abt how sucky work at Mc is...)
fine no use complaining all the time. shall conserve energy for the hectic tmr!
PS. hope tmr, well this week in general, will be a great week! with time to rest and not to get pissed off too much.
&&-I hope, Barae.
Even if I look at you again, you you are my love
Even if I look at you hundreds of times, I I am your love
It was written in heaven, you're my love
You just got lost for a moment
Even if I were born again, you're the only one I hope for
Even if I loved again, you're the only one I hope for
You will return, you will come back
Because I don't exist without you
~FT Island =)
Monday, December 13, 2010
, 2:23 AM
K Box-ed ytd with Pei Xin & Jodi =)
Just returned from work. tired. pissed off. As I said before, out of the 100% of workers at McD, more than 70% are 1) idiots 2) retards 3) slow ppl. And i got drove halfway to my grave by a fellow Barista. KNS. And I didn't even see her face today.
Nothing seems to go right today. Even the msn messenger refuses to let me sign in. Everything pisses me off today. This kind of situation, lets even a lady (which I so am NOT) spew vulgarities (so you can actually imagine how much i cursed today), and makes ppl have a sudden urge of... being concerned about another's mother. In other words, makes ppl wanna scold (TA MA DE!!!!!).
Haiz. Thinking of whether should continue with dance or not. =(
Hurray once again, Life's being a... Lollipop again. It sucks. At least thats how i feel now.
Shall not post any further.
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Just a few more sentences. Since, as Ms Teo said, 3 is a magical number, and this is my 333rd post, therefore this should be a magical post (quadruple?). Although I don't know what can be so magical about it. =.= Anw anw back on the topic. To chase away these dark clouds above my mood, I'm gonna eat my lunch. Yea, due to work. I haven't eat anything since 9am. Its 5.17pm now. Hungry.... Oh msn let me sign in le!
And I think I'm giving dance another shot. On the face of that nice jie jie who taught me last week, and on the face of the teacher's (minimal) attention, and on the face, that very honourable face of Jaslyn Tay Ying. Bad news for my leg, I suppose.
I hope life works out. Somehow.
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&& I'm getting over it. Still trying to.
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And since this is such a magical post, i shall translate one of my favourite sentence in a book.I like you, but that's none of your business. During this awkward period, let this become my own secret.
Friday, December 10, 2010
, 4:11 PM
332th post. Happiness & Realisation &.......
Today, I went to this superb Thai 'restaurant' that serves
awesome food at Bedok. BEDOK! so far! ><
Met with Jodi at CP, bought Starbucks, travel travel~ bus-ed, mrt-ed bus-ed again.
den we arrived at the place, 5 mins before they close for lunch! 5 minutes! how lucky!!!! xD
den we ate. haha. both felt the spiciness..... Its really, SHIOK! x3 and its really value for money! as in its really cheap! Too bad Jas and JL cant join us.
den we went to the library..... borrowed books, mrt-ed to hougang to check out places... Mc-ed.... went home. K, I admit. I'm damn lazy. I left out all details =P
hm. here's one detail. me and Jodi keep on boarding mrt on the wrong side...
Tmr, planned to go out with Pei Xin and Jodi. Too bad, ppl planned to go to the Japan sweets buffet (WHICH I SO BADLY WANT TO GO LIKE MAD >< ) tmr, at the exact same time as the outing with pei xin. Since promised px first, of course go with px la. anw, i dun enjoy buffet with many people. Yes, there is an awful lot of ppl going tmr. and they last minute den thought of asking us. ... Nvm its ok. Things like this happened so many times already. This time its considered good that they asked, even if its at the last minute and its a spontaneous invitation although they planned like, hour or days or even weeks ahead. Previous time
s, either they discuss abt the outing right infront of you but you have to act like you're deaf so tt ppl wun have to explain their outing to you and relunctantly invite you to go, resulting in unhappiness on both sides, or that you'll only hear abt this outing after they went and had their fun and talk all day about it, with you being clueless to all the happenings until someone is nice enough to explain what is going on, or if you are smart enough to piece their conversations together and arrive at the correct conclusion. Both me & Jodi were put in this kind of situation for about N times already. Nevermind. We'll get used to it. yea. Used to being forgotten by your friends.
K. Enough ranting. If not later ppl may think that i am bitching about me wanting desperately to go out with ppl (although I'm very interested to hear about a person who would really read my blog), instead of the main point that both me and Jodi agreed on: it is actually the feeling of being left out by your closest and supposedly best friends just coz they're with another clique that does not exactly welcome or want to invite you. Now, see why I said a long time ago that I'll be happier alone, that I dun need any close friends? Hm. but not that its their fault. things just turn out this way. yea.
k. enough is enough. no use ranting abt it anymore. (yuexiangyueqi). and ppl wun notice or realise.
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I miss you, but I won't think about you.
To save myself from yet another heartbreak, which I experienced so many times in the past... days/weeks/months/years. one typical example, when i was greeted with a calculator right smacked infront of my face when I only tried to do something harmless, resulting in shock and short circuit in my brain, impending its normal function. another typical example, the last few minutes/hours of my Fifteen years and the first few minutes/hours of my Sixteen years spent in gloom and ........ just because of your (mobuguanxin). Some kind of sweet 16. another typical example? getting so angry when some ppl get close to you that i felt the violent... rush in my brain and muscles, and I dun even know why i felt that way.
But its over. It will be over.
Thursday, December 09, 2010
, 2:43 AM
Ah. Finally got time to upload photos. But some photos tt are really unglam, i never upload. Have to save ppl's face wad =P and some photo is for personal keeping, also never upload =)
the photos are in sort of a backwards order, meaning the most recent ones on top. but if its during the same occasion (eg. graduation, prom...) don't count on the arrangement of the pictures. =(
i look horrible in all pics. haha.
After Prom. K Box with QiaoPo, RuNan, JiaLin, Jodi, Jaslyn, Kok Ting, Zong Sheng.
After Prom, before Kbox. coz me and JL bought Starbucks, so have to finish before going in. T.T but Starbucks is nice =))
During Prom. Jun Wei and Ivan. YiXiong hiding behind JW.
During Prom. Jun Yuan acting ke lian with his infamous pout. poor Jia Lin standing beside him. xD
Zong Sheng and Wee Kian. Caught them off guard!
During Prom at guy's table. Yee Hang, Kok Ting, Zong Sheng (aiyo. showing off the 4A card), Kai Bin.
Yan Ling and her beloved hostage (Ren Zhi) xD
A picture with Teng Da during prom. ahh.... i look horrible here. (not photogenic at all mah)
During Prom, dragged Shu Wei for a photo =)
After Prom, waiting for cab to go K Box. dragged Shu Yi for a picture =)
During Prom, picture with Ser Lin.
ah. my unglam pic. Jia Lin took this. Another weird but funny idea of RuNan and QiaoPo xD
Nearly after Prom, with Rose!! (Luo Si!!!)
During Prom. Attacked Ronda and demanded a photo!
During Prom. Demanded a photo from rAchel!!! (wonder when she's going to replace the R on her name chop.)
During Prom. Took me a longgggg time to get QiEn to take a picture!
heh heh. A photo during Prom with Show Luo's no.1 fan: Pei Xin!!
During Prom. Me & Jun Papi trying to sabotage each other. ended up like this..... lols!
During Prom. a clean shooting game between me and Pondan Papi without harming Jia Lin and Jodi.
During Prom. Tried to shoot Jeannie at the last min (she complained abt this later). Fortunately, Yan Ting and Michelle are out of the shooting range.
A Prom Photo with Chin Ann kor!! He was damn polite in asking if he could put his hand on my shoulder. lol. See my Ring? My birthday present to myself during sec 2!
This Prom photo was taken thanks to Klaryce's zi pai experience. Everybody near us were busy, you see.
A Prom Photo with Jorinda! The hyper & shuai girl of 4B!!!
Taken nearly after Prom. With Jodi Chiam!
A Photo with our very responsible de ceh meh (chairman)
A Prom photo with (orh gui) ceh meh, Jodi (Lau) and Qi En (Qien. Qian!!)
The results of my camera's flash and the Prom room's lighting. Quite fitting, no? In the dark, me the Devil with Jia Lin the nice nice kindhearted orh gui under the lights xD
Den we retook the photo. or was the retaken photo another one? hm...
A Prom Photo with Jaslyn and Jodi!
First, Jing Rong took a pic with me using another camera. den i made her stay for another photo with me using my camera. woah. complicated.
Prom photo with Ezekiel the Ju Ren Giant!! Tried to make him shrink by pushing my body weight on him. hm.... doesn't seem to work D=
A Prom Photo with the genius Red One Bear. (he was very very busy after this. Everybody drags him around for a picture. Hey! Didn't know he was THAT popular!)
A Prom photo with Gerald=Jie Le!! I helped to train his muscles by hitting him almost everytime i see him =P
A Prom photo with Farren the barrister-to-be and Yoke Ling, after YL's splendid performance on stage (i think?)
Prom photo taken with Esther (Ang Jin Hui?!), Wan Ying, Miss Ong and Dorisa, just before Miss Ong went off.
A Prom photo with my sao zi the chio bu, Esther (Loo ST)!
A Prom photo with my Grandma Dearest (or dearest ah ma), Benedict (Tan Zhong Han!)
Hm. I remember taking quite a lot of photos with Chin Bee during Prom. How come i only found this one leh? Must be with others. the photo i mean. Look at our hands! I had to drag her to take another photo with me!
Hm. this is our supposedly 'family' picture. With Jun Papi, Chin Ann kor & Grandma Dearest Benedict. I suppose Ezekiel and Jason are Uncles since they are brothers of Jun Yuan? eh. but Chin Ann and JY also brothers leh. weird....... No matter. more ppl join in with a rank more senior than me, i get more pocket money!! (must scam them)
Durign prom, Shui Mu ah Teng and Pondan DanJY.
Ah. This was the Prom photo taken before ShuWei took the photo with me! (told you the arrangement can''t be trusted) Presenting Sheryl TSW and Jeannie Siong (mad scientist)!
hm. tried to bully Jason with an imaginary gun?? lols. eh. all the pics taken with the BBall guys were taken around the same time. (yet another evidence that the sequence of the photos cannot be trusted.)
Presenting QiaoPo and RuNan who sat on my right side at the same table as me during Prom!!
QiMin and Kai Bin taking photo when Prom was nearly over, after we took the (partial) 2A'08 pic. The main focus here, is Kai Bin's tip toe-ing. See la. tell him to drink and eat more things and grow taller liao. 9 years le still liddat. haiz. Grow taller ba~~~ (Man, I've never wished for a guy to grow taller before)
During Prom. Hunting for Ducky Douglas in process!! Having roasted duck for dinner!
Our 2 Band Major(ette?) Ronda and Jodi!!! Not so fair and Fair!
During Prom, Kok Ting and Yan Ting. Looking at photos?
Aiyo. kor and papi are at it AGAIN!!! Even during Prom? Lols. See la. kor act cute/ke lian. pondan act gay/ er xin.
When Prom is nearly over, Jun Wei and Ducky!
During Prom, Jodi and Jorinda! J^2!
This was taken near the start of Prom. can see tt the lights are really weird. My white boots became orange... O.o
One of the many photos taken during Prom whereby Yee Hang tries hard to keep his eyes open while taking a photo with Jia Lin, but to no avail. hehe.
Jennifer and Ying Mei!!! During Prom! Jen.Fer was angry abt this pic coz her bangs are not continuous. but it still looks good la =)
Another 'family' photo, this time with kor acting rocker/cool. Lols. so not pei with his expression.
Ducky and Bear! nearing the end of Prom!
I tou pai Choon Kit! Too bad Pei Yi turned her head away.
The Bridesmaid Trio. Lols! Ching Yee, Chin Bee (ppl always mix up their names) and Si Hui.
During Prom, Chin Ann, Jun Yuan and Jason!
Taken sometime in the middle of Prom, when the disco or dance thing started. I bullied Gerald (TZY)! He was there for councillor duty la.
This photo was taken before Kai Bin's picture with QiMin. Well, since I can't capture the contrast between him tip toeing and Adelyn standing normally, i took the photo of him and QiMin =) Yes, evil me. i know =]
This was during graduation. 1st Oct!! Ying Mei and Jia Yi!
Haha. I took this during graduation coz i thought Yee Hang and Kok Ting looked hilarious. the focus? Kok Ting's leg!
Yan Ting, camera shy~
XinNing and rAchel, promoting DIY roses and souvenirs from NCHS.
the musical group: Shao Zchuen, Jun Wei and Eu June. supposedly there was another guy. but he ran away before i could take the photo =(
Shu Wei's photo ruined a second time by the adorable and funny Louisa xD
Ser Lin, Klaryce and Jing Rong!
After Graduation. QiaoPo, Teng Da, Jun Yuan, Jodi and Jaslyn.
During Graduation, Jun Yuan with his nerdy fake specs on, trying to show off the pink paper 'ring' tied on his finger. poor Teng Da, tolerating being in the same photo xD
Ms Pey eating during Graduation!
Miss Ong eating during Graduation!
Funny idea whereby Miss Ong and the guys carry Kai Bin and take a photo.
A clearer view this time. I tip toed till my leg almost cramp for this angle! (above the crowd's head!)
The first time Shu Wei had her photo taken. See la. Louisa the mischevious with the Yellow balloon which shuwei likes. hahas.
Oooh..... NC16?? M18?? R21??? No la... PG only. hm. forgot who le. think it was Gerald and Yee Hang?????
Siong Eating!!!!!! and laughing!!!!
I took a photo of Yan Ting taking a photo of Mich and Chin Bee during graduation =P
Zhi Yu and Yan Ling. During Gaduation, after awards ceremony, after tree planting, before returning to the hall.
Nearing end of graduation, YiXiong and Jun Yuan trying to decide on what pose they should have.
their partial family photo. XN CB E D KT
Durign Graduation, after tree planting, just returned to hall, (Ong) Wan Ling =P
Waiting for tree planting. Random pictures.
During Detention after Graduation (my last detention of the year. suay man.) A view through my specs. Actually hor, no difference la =X
During Tree Planting!
During Detention, i tou pai Ms (Betsy) Teo =P
Nearing end of Graduation. Teng Da and QiaoPopopo
Waiting for tree planting, Shao Zchuen and Eu June.
hm. Random pics again =X Wan Ying, Chin Bee and Esther (Ang)
After Graduation. sleepy Danny!
Random pics taken when they were eating. (i was too busy tou pai-ing ppl to eat!)
Si Hui was taking a photo of the cards and roses.
Rabby and Ducky!
The main point was to see QiaoPo standing on the railings =) Ching Yee was standing beside QiaoPo on the railings! But then she came down before i took this photo =(
QiMin, Angela and Cassandra =D not very unglam la!
Random pics? nonono..... i was tou pai-ing QiEn!
QiaoPo, Jodi, Jun Yuan and Jaslyn. Jun Yuan's eyes... lols.
It was supposed to be a pic of Jun Yuan and Ezekiel. but den Chin Ann chap in from behind... xD
Waiting for tree planting. Jun Yuan with Chin Ann =P haiz. but his act cute expression was blocked by Jun Yuan's finger!!
Random? nono.... its to tou pai Michelle! Lim Wan Lin!!
Taken slightly after the pic of JY and CA on top. Presenting Lonely old guy Jun Yuan and loving couple Chin Ann and Esther!!
Ah. This was the photo taken after YH and KT's solo shot. Ducky there behind was trying to beautify KT's pose, Kai Bin wants KT's leg to be lifted higher xD
ppl gather for 2A'08 de photo. omg look at Eliza!
Pic of bro and sis, Kok Ting and Chin Bee.
The pic taken around the same time as the one on top. the one which Jun Yuan has a clear hand pointing three fingers up to show off the pink paper and Teng Da with that helpless look.
Jorinda with BALLOONS!!!!!!
After Graduation. dragged Jia Lin all the way out to our favourite staircase to take =X
ceh meh with pondan. yes, with yet another infamous pout of his. haiz. he never grows up, does he?
Jen and Rose!
Jason took this of his own accord!! It was his own idea!!!
Jaslyn and Jodi. fanous for being seen around each other.
Jodi Chiam, Jaslyn and Jodi Lau. J^3!
Jeannie, Michelle and Yan Ting taking their chair photo. supposedly with their fingers reading I (heart) U
Random pic of guys. playing with balloon. the white one.
Jie Le!!
ever realise the symmetry?
close up shot of Eu June on the piano. taken around the same time as the musical group.
Waiting for tree planting, Eugenia acting cute!!
Just returned to hall after tree planting. Eugenia and Yvonne!
Nearing end of Graduation. pic taken after the one whereby YiXiong and Jun Yuan was deciding on their pose. Now, with a calefare (sp) Ducky added in!
After Graduation, I stopped Ducky and YiXiong on their way home to take another photo.
Durign Graduation. Ducky was determined to let me take that serene and 'smelly' face while Zong Sheng refused to play along. lols. i pulled them out of their queue for food!
Lonely in detention~ as i said, suay lor.
necessities for detention.
Band Junior!!!
This was taken after Ducky calefare (sp). seems like they finally decided on a pose. NC16!!!! OMG DUCKY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! ... nah. we all know its just a joke. xD Miss Ong was like "Guo Jun... (ducky's chinese name)" lols! Doug. YX. JY. TD. ZS.
Waiting for tree planting! Chon Hui Min!!
Ching Yee, Si Hui, Vanessa struggling with the cards and roses.
taken right after the awards ceremony. Chin bee with her white and pink balloon i got for her.
During waiting for tree planting, Chin Ann close-up.
Before they got into the I (heart) U pose on the chair.
ceh meh and pondan =) forgot who was making ceh meh a deer/rabbit.
YH, ZS, D, KB carrying KT.
After Graduation, in class. Yan Ting, Michelle, Jeannie. looking at photos and chatting.
XinLu and Yvonne. after we returned from tree planting.
second shot of Eugenia and Yvonne with the five empty cups.
ZS playing with the balloon.
still playing.
Benedict ordered to do pumping by Ms Pey.
Yan Ting taking a photo of Kok Ting and Chin Bee
ppl preparing to take the 4A photo.
Calling out to all 2C'08 students!
A view from the top, down at 2A'08
Eliza and Esther, waiting for the awards ceremony to begin.
waiting for tree planting, Esther and Ying Mei.
One of the pic i drew on the cards to Kenya in sec 3.
ChunRi Shi from Bewilder! One of my favourite books! Just sad that cannot find anywhere else other than at the library. I want to buy!
Shared Nutri Soy and mint choc chip ice cream with Jas and Jodi at Sky Park. after Os.
When Miss Ong called us back for chinese lesson before Os, Ching Yee was falling asleep in class!
The Kite outing with Jia Lin, Jaslyn and Jodi near Anchorvale CC. the kite flying wasn't very successful. eh, nonono. it was limited in successful-ness =]
The Pool outing plus YH birthday celebration. TD taking photo of PX, PY, M, YT, CB.
during our last performance. TD eating lollipop, wearing SO Uniform and NCWO blazer (i made him wear it =P)
During Sec 3. Ku Ming de YiXiong trying to teach hopeless me about circles. See there? drawing a circle with a tangent.
Taken on one of the outings with Jas, JY, JL and other ppl. we walked through this passageway with a lot of bear bears!!!!! xD xD took a lot of photos. this is just one of them.
Subway got Double Meat Italian B.M.T.?? I got Double mouse: Pink and Black! lol. one is Ching Yee's present to me, other one is my com mouse.
one of the pics on the banner i drew for ChocoFruitiLicious in sec 3 Shines in Harmony. SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS!!! KUROSHITSUJI!!!!! x3 but some idiot tore the banner off and threw it away. if i ever find out who that person is...........
cycling outing and RuNan's birthday outing! coz its near lunar 7 ma.... so when everybody go near the sea to play, leaving their shoes behind, I and Jun Yuan was planning a prank. Jia Lin was watching us xD JY did this pic. den he threw the rest of the shoes all over the shelter we were under xD
2A'08 BBQ. less than half the class turned up. =( but it was fun =)
Malacca trip. Jun Yuan sleeping! Den coz we kept talking and playing, Ms Joseph told Mr Tee tt she think me & Jun Papi are together. what a lol joke!
i caught Yvonne and Eliza!!
the last day 2A is 2A. hm. QiMin, Me, Jia Lin... I forgot who did the twist. i think it was Leona!
Beach Cleaning....
I drew this on the whiteboard coz Kai Bin drew a pig and said it was 2A logo. lols.
Sunday, December 05, 2010
, 1:54 AM
After Prom, before Kbox. coz me and JL bought Starbucks, so have to finish before going in. T.T but Starbucks is nice =))
During Prom. Jun Wei and Ivan. YiXiong hiding behind JW.
During Prom. Jun Yuan acting ke lian with his infamous pout. poor Jia Lin standing beside him. xD
Zong Sheng and Wee Kian. Caught them off guard!
During Prom at guy's table. Yee Hang, Kok Ting, Zong Sheng (aiyo. showing off the 4A card), Kai Bin. 
Yan Ling and her beloved hostage (Ren Zhi) xD
A picture with Teng Da during prom. ahh.... i look horrible here. (not photogenic at all mah) 
During Prom, dragged Shu Wei for a photo =)
After Prom, waiting for cab to go K Box. dragged Shu Yi for a picture =)
During Prom, picture with Ser Lin.
ah. my unglam pic. Jia Lin took this. Another weird but funny idea of RuNan and QiaoPo xD 
Nearly after Prom, with Rose!! (Luo Si!!!)
During Prom. Attacked Ronda and demanded a photo!
During Prom. Demanded a photo from rAchel!!! (wonder when she's going to replace the R on her name chop.)
During Prom. Took me a longgggg time to get QiEn to take a picture! 
heh heh. A photo during Prom with Show Luo's no.1 fan: Pei Xin!!
During Prom. Me & Jun Papi trying to sabotage each other. ended up like this..... lols!
During Prom. a clean shooting game between me and Pondan Papi without harming Jia Lin and Jodi.
During Prom. Tried to shoot Jeannie at the last min (she complained abt this later). Fortunately, Yan Ting and Michelle are out of the shooting range.
A Prom Photo with Chin Ann kor!! He was damn polite in asking if he could put his hand on my shoulder. lol. See my Ring? My birthday present to myself during sec 2! 
This Prom photo was taken thanks to Klaryce's zi pai experience. Everybody near us were busy, you see. 
A Prom Photo with Jorinda! The hyper & shuai girl of 4B!!!
Taken nearly after Prom. With Jodi Chiam! 
A Photo with our very responsible de ceh meh (chairman) 
A Prom photo with (orh gui) ceh meh, Jodi (Lau) and Qi En (Qien. Qian!!)
The results of my camera's flash and the Prom room's lighting. Quite fitting, no? In the dark, me the Devil with Jia Lin the nice nice kindhearted orh gui under the lights xD 
Den we retook the photo. or was the retaken photo another one? hm... 
A Prom Photo with Jaslyn and Jodi! 
First, Jing Rong took a pic with me using another camera. den i made her stay for another photo with me using my camera. woah. complicated. 
Prom photo with Ezekiel the Ju Ren Giant!! Tried to make him shrink by pushing my body weight on him. hm.... doesn't seem to work D=
A Prom Photo with the genius Red One Bear. (he was very very busy after this. Everybody drags him around for a picture. Hey! Didn't know he was THAT popular!) 
A Prom photo with Gerald=Jie Le!! I helped to train his muscles by hitting him almost everytime i see him =P
A Prom photo with Farren the barrister-to-be and Yoke Ling, after YL's splendid performance on stage (i think?) 
Prom photo taken with Esther (Ang Jin Hui?!), Wan Ying, Miss Ong and Dorisa, just before Miss Ong went off. 
A Prom photo with my sao zi the chio bu, Esther (Loo ST)! 
A Prom photo with my Grandma Dearest (or dearest ah ma), Benedict (Tan Zhong Han!)
Hm. I remember taking quite a lot of photos with Chin Bee during Prom. How come i only found this one leh? Must be with others. the photo i mean. Look at our hands! I had to drag her to take another photo with me! 
Hm. this is our supposedly 'family' picture. With Jun Papi, Chin Ann kor & Grandma Dearest Benedict. I suppose Ezekiel and Jason are Uncles since they are brothers of Jun Yuan? eh. but Chin Ann and JY also brothers leh. weird....... No matter. more ppl join in with a rank more senior than me, i get more pocket money!! (must scam them) 
Durign prom, Shui Mu ah Teng and Pondan DanJY. 
Ah. This was the Prom photo taken before ShuWei took the photo with me! (told you the arrangement can''t be trusted) Presenting Sheryl TSW and Jeannie Siong (mad scientist)!
hm. tried to bully Jason with an imaginary gun?? lols. eh. all the pics taken with the BBall guys were taken around the same time. (yet another evidence that the sequence of the photos cannot be trusted.) 
Presenting QiaoPo and RuNan who sat on my right side at the same table as me during Prom!!
QiMin and Kai Bin taking photo when Prom was nearly over, after we took the (partial) 2A'08 pic. The main focus here, is Kai Bin's tip toe-ing. See la. tell him to drink and eat more things and grow taller liao. 9 years le still liddat. haiz. Grow taller ba~~~ (Man, I've never wished for a guy to grow taller before) 
During Prom. Hunting for Ducky Douglas in process!! Having roasted duck for dinner! 
Our 2 Band Major(ette?) Ronda and Jodi!!! Not so fair and Fair! 
During Prom, Kok Ting and Yan Ting. Looking at photos? 
Aiyo. kor and papi are at it AGAIN!!! Even during Prom? Lols. See la. kor act cute/ke lian. pondan act gay/ er xin. 
When Prom is nearly over, Jun Wei and Ducky! 
During Prom, Jodi and Jorinda! J^2! 
This was taken near the start of Prom. can see tt the lights are really weird. My white boots became orange... O.o 
One of the many photos taken during Prom whereby Yee Hang tries hard to keep his eyes open while taking a photo with Jia Lin, but to no avail. hehe. 
Jennifer and Ying Mei!!! During Prom! Jen.Fer was angry abt this pic coz her bangs are not continuous. but it still looks good la =)
Another 'family' photo, this time with kor acting rocker/cool. Lols. so not pei with his expression. 
Ducky and Bear! nearing the end of Prom! 
I tou pai Choon Kit! Too bad Pei Yi turned her head away. 
The Bridesmaid Trio. Lols! Ching Yee, Chin Bee (ppl always mix up their names) and Si Hui. 
During Prom, Chin Ann, Jun Yuan and Jason!
Taken sometime in the middle of Prom, when the disco or dance thing started. I bullied Gerald (TZY)! He was there for councillor duty la.
This photo was taken before Kai Bin's picture with QiMin. Well, since I can't capture the contrast between him tip toeing and Adelyn standing normally, i took the photo of him and QiMin =) Yes, evil me. i know =] 
This was during graduation. 1st Oct!! Ying Mei and Jia Yi! 
Haha. I took this during graduation coz i thought Yee Hang and Kok Ting looked hilarious. the focus? Kok Ting's leg! 
Yan Ting, camera shy~ 
XinNing and rAchel, promoting DIY roses and souvenirs from NCHS. 
the musical group: Shao Zchuen, Jun Wei and Eu June. supposedly there was another guy. but he ran away before i could take the photo =( 
Shu Wei's photo ruined a second time by the adorable and funny Louisa xD 
Ser Lin, Klaryce and Jing Rong! 
After Graduation. QiaoPo, Teng Da, Jun Yuan, Jodi and Jaslyn.
During Graduation, Jun Yuan with his nerdy fake specs on, trying to show off the pink paper 'ring' tied on his finger. poor Teng Da, tolerating being in the same photo xD 
Ms Pey eating during Graduation! 
Miss Ong eating during Graduation! 
Funny idea whereby Miss Ong and the guys carry Kai Bin and take a photo. 
A clearer view this time. I tip toed till my leg almost cramp for this angle! (above the crowd's head!) 
The first time Shu Wei had her photo taken. See la. Louisa the mischevious with the Yellow balloon which shuwei likes. hahas. 
Oooh..... NC16?? M18?? R21??? No la... PG only. hm. forgot who le. think it was Gerald and Yee Hang????? 
Siong Eating!!!!!! and laughing!!!! 
Zhi Yu and Yan Ling. During Gaduation, after awards ceremony, after tree planting, before returning to the hall.
Nearing end of graduation, YiXiong and Jun Yuan trying to decide on what pose they should have. 
their partial family photo. XN CB E D KT 
Durign Graduation, after tree planting, just returned to hall, (Ong) Wan Ling =P 
Waiting for tree planting. Random pictures. 
During Detention after Graduation (my last detention of the year. suay man.) A view through my specs. Actually hor, no difference la =X 
During Tree Planting! 
During Detention, i tou pai Ms (Betsy) Teo =P 
Nearing end of Graduation. Teng Da and QiaoPopopo 
Waiting for tree planting, Shao Zchuen and Eu June. 
hm. Random pics again =X Wan Ying, Chin Bee and Esther (Ang) 
After Graduation. sleepy Danny! 
Random pics taken when they were eating. (i was too busy tou pai-ing ppl to eat!) 
Si Hui was taking a photo of the cards and roses. 
Rabby and Ducky! 
The main point was to see QiaoPo standing on the railings =) Ching Yee was standing beside QiaoPo on the railings! But then she came down before i took this photo =( 
QiMin, Angela and Cassandra =D not very unglam la! 
Random pics? nonono..... i was tou pai-ing QiEn! 
QiaoPo, Jodi, Jun Yuan and Jaslyn. Jun Yuan's eyes... lols. 
It was supposed to be a pic of Jun Yuan and Ezekiel. but den Chin Ann chap in from behind... xD 
Waiting for tree planting. Jun Yuan with Chin Ann =P haiz. but his act cute expression was blocked by Jun Yuan's finger!! 
Random? nono.... its to tou pai Michelle! Lim Wan Lin!! 
Taken slightly after the pic of JY and CA on top. Presenting Lonely old guy Jun Yuan and loving couple Chin Ann and Esther!!
Ah. This was the photo taken after YH and KT's solo shot. Ducky there behind was trying to beautify KT's pose, Kai Bin wants KT's leg to be lifted higher xD 
ppl gather for 2A'08 de photo. omg look at Eliza! 
Pic of bro and sis, Kok Ting and Chin Bee.
The pic taken around the same time as the one on top. the one which Jun Yuan has a clear hand pointing three fingers up to show off the pink paper and Teng Da with that helpless look. 
Jorinda with BALLOONS!!!!!! 
After Graduation. dragged Jia Lin all the way out to our favourite staircase to take =X
ceh meh with pondan. yes, with yet another infamous pout of his. haiz. he never grows up, does he? 
Jen and Rose! 
Jason took this of his own accord!! It was his own idea!!! 
Jaslyn and Jodi. fanous for being seen around each other. 
Jodi Chiam, Jaslyn and Jodi Lau. J^3! 
Jeannie, Michelle and Yan Ting taking their chair photo. supposedly with their fingers reading I (heart) U 
Random pic of guys. playing with balloon. the white one. 
Jie Le!! 
ever realise the symmetry? 
close up shot of Eu June on the piano. taken around the same time as the musical group. 
Waiting for tree planting, Eugenia acting cute!! 
Just returned to hall after tree planting. Eugenia and Yvonne!
Nearing end of Graduation. pic taken after the one whereby YiXiong and Jun Yuan was deciding on their pose. Now, with a calefare (sp) Ducky added in! 
After Graduation, I stopped Ducky and YiXiong on their way home to take another photo. 
Durign Graduation. Ducky was determined to let me take that serene and 'smelly' face while Zong Sheng refused to play along. lols. i pulled them out of their queue for food!
Lonely in detention~ as i said, suay lor.
necessities for detention. 
Band Junior!!! 
This was taken after Ducky calefare (sp). seems like they finally decided on a pose. NC16!!!! OMG DUCKY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! ... nah. we all know its just a joke. xD Miss Ong was like "Guo Jun... (ducky's chinese name)" lols! Doug. YX. JY. TD. ZS.
Waiting for tree planting! Chon Hui Min!!
Ching Yee, Si Hui, Vanessa struggling with the cards and roses. 
taken right after the awards ceremony. Chin bee with her white and pink balloon i got for her. 
During waiting for tree planting, Chin Ann close-up. 
Before they got into the I (heart) U pose on the chair. 
ceh meh and pondan =) forgot who was making ceh meh a deer/rabbit. 
YH, ZS, D, KB carrying KT.
After Graduation, in class. Yan Ting, Michelle, Jeannie. looking at photos and chatting. 
XinLu and Yvonne. after we returned from tree planting. 
second shot of Eugenia and Yvonne with the five empty cups. 
ZS playing with the balloon. 
still playing. 
Benedict ordered to do pumping by Ms Pey. 
Yan Ting taking a photo of Kok Ting and Chin Bee 
ppl preparing to take the 4A photo. 
Calling out to all 2C'08 students! 
A view from the top, down at 2A'08 
Eliza and Esther, waiting for the awards ceremony to begin. 
waiting for tree planting, Esther and Ying Mei. 
One of the pic i drew on the cards to Kenya in sec 3. 
ChunRi Shi from Bewilder! One of my favourite books! Just sad that cannot find anywhere else other than at the library. I want to buy! 
Shared Nutri Soy and mint choc chip ice cream with Jas and Jodi at Sky Park. after Os. 
When Miss Ong called us back for chinese lesson before Os, Ching Yee was falling asleep in class! 
The Kite outing with Jia Lin, Jaslyn and Jodi near Anchorvale CC. the kite flying wasn't very successful. eh, nonono. it was limited in successful-ness =] 
The Pool outing plus YH birthday celebration. TD taking photo of PX, PY, M, YT, CB. 
during our last performance. TD eating lollipop, wearing SO Uniform and NCWO blazer (i made him wear it =P) 
During Sec 3. Ku Ming de YiXiong trying to teach hopeless me about circles. See there? drawing a circle with a tangent. 
Subway got Double Meat Italian B.M.T.?? I got Double mouse: Pink and Black! lol. one is Ching Yee's present to me, other one is my com mouse. 
one of the pics on the banner i drew for ChocoFruitiLicious in sec 3 Shines in Harmony. SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS!!! KUROSHITSUJI!!!!! x3 but some idiot tore the banner off and threw it away. if i ever find out who that person is........... 
cycling outing and RuNan's birthday outing! coz its near lunar 7 ma.... so when everybody go near the sea to play, leaving their shoes behind, I and Jun Yuan was planning a prank. Jia Lin was watching us xD JY did this pic. den he threw the rest of the shoes all over the shelter we were under xD
i caught Yvonne and Eliza!! 
Beach Cleaning.... 
I drew this on the whiteboard coz Kai Bin drew a pig and said it was 2A logo. lols. 